2006-10-13 - 3:40 a.m.

the biggest shock in my life

been sooooo busy with uni that i haven't had time for the J world...

tako caught me on msn a while ago and sprung the SHOCKER at me....

JIN IS TAKING A LEAVE FROM KAT-TUN FOR A MINIMUM PERIOD OF 3 MONTHS TO STUDY ABROAD.

OMG....i was so shocked i was just stumped. speechless. completely didn't know how to react. i think my heart stopped beating for a second. seriously.

i'm calmer now... but... i mean i've always admired and respected jin... and every decision he makes... must have been carefully weighed and considered.. so i really respect his decision and support him... and of course HE'D BETTER COME BACK... please please come back jin T___T kat-tun won't be kat-tun without you... although i'd love for him to return asap... but if he needs to take more than 3 months... >< then go ahead, jinjin... cos this is your long-awaited opportunity. i suppose it must be really hard to get permission from the jimusho to take leave like that, esp when you belong to one of THE most popular acts in the world at this moment. i'm glad he got this chance and i hope he'll really have an enriching time studying. gosh he's really such an IDOL to me. i really, really ADMIRE him. for every single aspect. gambatte jin!!!!!!!!!!!!!! daisuki!!!!!!!!!

the only thing that got me really, realy bummed was that jin is not included in the coming single T__________T like OMGG WHYYYYYYYYYY!!??!?!!?!? I MEAN... SERIOUSLY... HOW CAN THEY!!?!??? either they record it before he leaves, or they don't release it!!!! T____T great, now there's going to be one single in kat-tun's history with a missing member. just fantastic.

anyway. need to get back to work. sighhhhhhhhhh i'm going to miss seeing that boy soooooo much. i'm so worried for him and kttun. i hope everything will be fine, that jin will be free from any harassment while he's studying. i really hope he benefits and enjoys his time during this period ><

KAT-TUN <333

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