2006-07-30 - 2:14 p.m.

infinity

noticed i haven't mentioned anything about kame's rumoured affair with kyon-kyon, the 'older woman' 20 years his senior? well.. obviously that's because i'm a sucker and i didn't want to believe it. but i found an english translation today (ok i know i'm sooo late) of the statement that JE released:

We are sorry for giving all fans trouble by this scandal. (Kamenashi) has respected Koizumi-san for a long time for her sense of fashion and kakkoiiness, and sometimes asks her advice regarding dressing. But it not the relationship everybody suppose.

Credits to santos26

ahahaha i'm so amused. i mean seriously that sounds kinda lame for a cover-up. not that i want the rumour to be true in any way, cos i certainly don't. it's just that. well. that statement certainly won't sound like it would've come from Kame himself m(__)m i mean, if they said something simple or vague like "they are just good friends..kame respects her..just went to visit.." it might even have sounded more believable, imho.

anyway~ went to jenn's site just now. it's been eons since i've visited it. gone were the days when i'll be peeling my eyes out, checking her site multiple times every single day, just to be fed with my daily dose of TxT news. ahhhhhh and reading her diary... just makes me fall back - just a little - into the TxT mode again ><

i love T&T, really i do, it's just really hard to keep track of two Jyannis groups at the same time! all the downloads, the news... and the merchandise of course lol *falls*

but aaaaaaaaaaaaaa i reallyyyyyyyyy REALLYYYYYYYYYYYY want the Tsubacon 23 to 24 dvd and Takkicon 2005 dvd too!!!!!!!!!!!!!! still trying to find if i can get a copy of tsuba's first solocon dvd somehow >.< mehhhh.. even though i've not been following up with T&T... i must say... i've never stopped loving their music and esp tsuba's DANCE DANCE DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< well ok, so kinda contradicts what i was telling yuna last night about T&T music... lol... i guess i kinda lost interest starting from YOSHITSUNE period -_- (gomen takki) and also i didn't like the whole overdone latino feel with T&T.. i mean, it's GREAT with stuff like Ikanaide that Tsuba does... but i really prefer fast stuff, like To Be or Not to Be. so VENUS was kind of a put-off. and the new single HO!Summer sounds kinda... i dunno. i guess i love T&T for their versatility (is there such a word lol) like KAT-TUN, but at the same time... well, at least KT still has some sort of a defined style... i'm just not sure where it goes with T&T, from True Heart to Yumemo to ODOD to VENUS... although [22] was an excellent album for sure.

but i like most tsubasa solo songs alot, cos they're my type of music. to be honest, i listen to tsuba songs more than takki songs -_- stuff like Nurete Rainy Day, GO ON, Get Down.. i mean, even the names strike me more *lol* whereas for takki.. well, it depends. i like his really good songs, tho most are older stuff, like Words of Love, Here I Am, Circle.. and also Futari no Yori, BALANCE, etc..

by the way, i'm SO amused by Kame's I *HEART* JULIET t-shirt!!!! XD i didn't even think of tsuba, had jenn not pointed it out *dies* i knowwww, i'm such a bad bad T&T fan. sigh. but anyway. omg, it will be TOTALLY AMUSING if jin does turn up in an I *HEART* ROMEO tee during the Film Festa cross-talk with Takki XD ahahahahahaa omgg!! imagine all the fans' reactions!!!! i swear there will be a major hullabaloo XD

anyway, i got my [SIGNAL] single from HMV yesterday! i don't understand why they're not importing the Limited Edition though >:( i asked the staff and she said they can't import special edition goods. but i'm positive they had the KAMEN first press last time!! wth!?

i'm also kinda wondering if i should shift blogs. after all, although dland is easy to use and all, it's really got limited functions. LJ and fcblog have been two options i've been considering for a while now. but sigh, don't wanna leave my archives chucked out here. unless i move them all to a new blog. hmm not sure how that's to be done tho =.= everytime i think about it, just seems too much of a hassle. besides i like dland templates. they're more fun than LJ and fcblog ones. hmmmmm.

also thinking of starting a new website. or at least build up on my KIZUNA site. need to move it to a better server other than geocities. aaaaaaa TAKO!!!! *hammers* what happened to your rabu-rabu.com!?!?!? T_______T my lovely akame.rabu-rabu.com site is no more!!!!!! sobbbbbbbbbb!!!!!!!!!! i'm so lucky i decided to back it up at geocities!!!! or else all would have been lost!! my god..

want to kinda revamp KIZUNA and have a KT section, an akame section, and actually a T&T section too >.< oh and maybe an honourary Naoto <3 section LOL.. ummm.. and maybe teppei.. uhhhhhh *sees warning signs* ok.. i'll think about this.. slowly... LOL

hmm really want to go down to Kinokuniya to pick up the latest issue of KERA!! was actually so bored that i started surfing around EGL communities and... GAWD... all those EGL and FRUiTS fans... i mean, not to sound offensive or anything.. but seriously.. how come people can be so confident of themselves?? they just dress up in all these wacky outfits and post pics of themselves.. and.. well, being someone who's really into Japanese fashion... i think i know, or at least can judge, to a decent extent, what really looks good or doesn't, etc. seriously, throwing a bunch of stuff together that you think makes you look awesome might not really be that awesome.. haha *turns into biatch mode* i sound mean, but some people are really shameless!! or maybe i'm just being too sensitive on this whole thing. i've never put up pics of myself at comms or forums like these.. and there are all these.. well.. strange people around O.O ahaha, ok nvm -shuts up- maybe i should go all out one day, dress up, take pics, and spam comms too XD ahaahhaha

back to fangirling... (gosh im SO scatterbrained!) TxT is still infinity for me ^^ and well... even though i've toned down ALOT... someone in the back of my mind, there are always hopes of Akame's Kizuna being rekindled. sigh. le tragedy.

but it's kinda nice to still see so many crazy akame fangirls. man. if only three years ago they were all around. i mean, i dun have any fellow akame fangirl friends right now, except Ame. but three years ago, there were practically only the two of us. like, seriously, in the entire english-speaking realm of fans. we tried searching high and low for people *lol* but there was really nobody!! well, knotty and tako were kinda into it back then, but not anymore. haha, gone were the days when we even had a Yahoo!group for akamelove. since then Ame has done a whole lot, setting up a website, being LJ comm mod, and everything. and now there's a whole bunch of akame fangirls on the loose lol.

only... it's kinda sad to know that i'm one of the, well, earliest akame fans, possible. i dunno. but quite possibly. at that time there were already akame fans but from jp and tw mainly. so yeah. and as a big BIG, long-time akame fan.. i'm also a very realistic person. i like to see the REAL side of things. which is why, even in my fanfics, i try to reflect what's really going on in, say, KAT-TUN's lives. at the very least i won't chuck them back into the Tokugawa Era as shoguns and whatnot, nor would i throw them into an alternate-universe and become allies of Marvel comic super heroes (that's a scary thought lol). point is, right now i can see VERY CLEARLY that akame are not being very rabu rabu. well, definitely not, actually. sad but true. and with the kyon-kyon rumours... *sighhhhhh* oh well, i just pray in my heart that they will at least become CLOSE FRIENDS once again, who can trust and respect one another deeply. that's what i really wish for akame. i mean, it's so sad looking at heaps of their pics when they were younger, and all the happiness they shared. really, where had all that gone to? ;__; in recent stuff like SIGNAL dvd.. i mean, akame seriously have the least interaction. kame fools around with maru, with koki, even junno, teases ueda. jin jokes around with koki and maru all the time, chats with ueda, and laughs at junno. the only remote akame interaction was when kame held jin's docomo CM phone for a sec while jin was adjusting the earphones or something. that's seriously how sad it is. of course, jinjin is all happy and outgoing and he gangs in to tease kame with the rest. i dunno. but to each other, there's just no interaction like kame/maru, or jin/maru, etc etc.

lol ok this is getting kinda depressing... and kinda loooong LOL.. and OMGGGG MY SAPURI DL is done!!!!! hahaha excellent *runs off to watch* peace out!

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